Broken Dreams?

What's the worst thing you're parents can say when you're a horse maniac and don't want to do anything except ride all day? We're not bringing you to riding lessons anymore. And that's exactly what they said. :(
At the same time, I always dying inside. I loved my riding, it's what I look forward to every week. I know its cold, and that my mom has to drive me there, but can't I keep my lessons if I just paid for them myself? I already do. But's its hard, I'm struggling to pay up the big sum of money. And its mostly due to HST. But I heard a new mayor is going to take over and cancel the HST. Then maybe my mom would let me continue. But it really is not fair, cutting me off like this. I've been through cuts like this many times. I would be getting really good at riding and almost to the next badge, but my mom would cut me off and I'll stop. Maybe I would wait a year, but then I'll have to slowly start building my skills, and when I'm getting the hang of it again, she'll cut me off again. But with this cut, I feel like I'll never be able to continue again. This is the farthest I've ever come in riding. I'm getting really good at it now, I'm close to bein able to jump. If only I could have more lessons. It's not fair. My mom gets to pursue her dreams in being a Montessori principal. She taking all these classes, driving all the way to Richmond for them. Yet I'm not allowed to pursue my own dreams, what I truly love doing the most. But if I think hard about it, it's not really a give and take situation. She's sacrificing her time to drive me, and I'm taking, but not giving back. But I can't, because I have nothing to give, which is why I'm loosing this battle. Knowing this, it makes me really sad inside, because my dream of starting a ranch in the future is growing stronger by the minute. But maybe there will be an opportunity for me to ride somewhere....

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